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bollocky: (this is god)

No tears, please. It's a waste of good suffering.

bollocky @ lj -- horror movie fanatic who loves pie & all things spice girls

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Created on 2013-06-15 20:00:31 (#2039315), last updated 2013-06-27 (216 weeks ago)

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about me  
I am genderqueer, spiritual and occasionally perspicacious. I say "fuck" a lot. I look stupid when I dance. I'm an introvert, though come out of my shell around people I'm comfortable with. I have short eyesight and have to wear glasses, though do you think I can ever actually FIND my glasses?! I'm always losing things. I'm convinced there's a black hole in my house that things of mine get sucked into, never to be seen again.

I have bipolar mood disorder and complex post-traumatic stress disorder. I can’t help either of things but I am in therapy. I’m doing the best I can to help and better myself.

I have a deep level of contempt for classism, fat-shaming, slut-shaming, patriarchy, political propaganda, white privilege, straight privilege, cisgender privilege, corporate greed, sport culture and the modern-day definition of patriotism. If you're a flag-waver, have bigoted opinions about large people, or believe only women have vaginas and only men have penises, we probably won't get along very well.

I'm part of a coven and am a practicing witch. I practice elemental witchcraft, eclectic paganism and magic. I'm not a Satanist, nor am I Wiccan; rather, I'm a Taoist. (Yes, Taoist witches exist!) I collect crystals, and I meditate daily. I am fascinated by comparative religion, though I hold a great deal of scepticism and contempt towards institutionalised religions.

I sometimes like to crossdress. I sometimes like to wear corsets. I sometimes like to dress in black PVC and dominate sissy men. I'm mostly in tracky-dacks and a hoodie, though. I'm kooky but I promise I'm harmless. I'm kinky but I promise I'm mostly harmless.

I'm a mother to a beautiful 10 year-old girl. I also own two cats - one is called Zelda, the other is called The Dude. They're both black and white and they like to pretend they hate each other.

I’m an Earth mama. I like to dig my hands into soft soil and walk barefoot on dry dirt. I relish in feeling close and connected to nature. I love the feeling of cold rain on my skin as much as I love the warmth of fire. I feel most alive when I'm amongst the birds, the trees and the stars.


my fave books, movies, tv shows & music  
BOLD = LOVE; BOLD & ITALICS = OBSESSED WITH  
TV SHOWS:
Breaking Bad, American Horror Story, Workaholics, Six Feet Under, Peep Show, It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia, Flight Of The Conchords, Monty Python, Futurama, classic Simpsons, The Mighty Boosh, Fawlty Towers, The Young Ones, Squidbillies, Adventure Time, Party Down, Drawn Together, South Park, Moral Orel, Spongebob Squarepants, Daria, Roseanne, The Golden Girls, Lost, True Blood, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Seinfeld, Roseanne, South Park, Parks and Rec, Blackadder, Horrible Histories, Goodnight Sweetheart, My Family, The Office (UK), The Office (US), House, Full Metal Alchemist, QI, Whose Line Is It Anyway?, The Cosby Show, Dexter, The Colbert Report, The Daily Show, Father Ted, Red Dwarf, Bottom, The Wonder Years, Life On Mars (UK), Life's Too Short, An Idiot Abroad, Invader Zim, Dead Like Me, Trailer Park Boys, Frasier, Metalocalypse, The Pink Panther Show, I Love Lucy, Beavis And Butthead, Happy Days, Family Ties.
MOVIES:
Altered States, Videodrome, Eyes Wide Shut, Hellraiser, The Shining, Alien franchise, The Big Lebowski, Labyrinth, The Dark Crystal, Akira, Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind, 28 Days Later, 28 Weeks Later, Napoleon Dynamite, Coraline, Aguirre: The Wrath of God, Harry Potter: DH 1&2The Piano, Parenthood, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Indiana Jones, Dumb & Dumber, School Of Rock, The Grinch Who Stole Christmas, Brokeback Mountain, Shaun Of The Dead, A Nightmare On Elm Street franchise, Lost In Translation, Muriel's Wedding, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Dead Poet's Society, American Psycho, Up, Mermaids, Harry Potter: HBP, Scarface, Casino, Ghostbusters, Magnolia, Batman Returns, Django Unchained, Fight Club, The Matrix, Harry Potter: POA, LOTR, Se7en, The Silence Of The Lambs, V For Vendetta, Clerks, Back To The Future, Goodbye Lenin!, American Beauty, Requiem For A Dream, Pan's Labyrinth, Toy Story, Kill Bill, Finding Nemo.
BOOKS/LITERATURE:
American Gods by Neil Gaiman, Good Omens by Gaiman and Pratchett, Abarat by Clive Barker, To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee, Wild Swans by Jung Chang, Coldheart Canyon by Clive Barker, The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy by Douglas Adams, Bridge To Terabithia by Katherine Paterson, Game Of Thrones by George R. R. Martin, 1984 by George Orwell, Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte, The Shining by Stephen King, Harry Potter series by JKR, Tess Of The d'Urbervilles by Thomas Hardy, Hell House by Richard Matherson, The Stand by Stephen King, The Pillars Of The Earth by Ken Follett, The Witches by Roald Dahl, Anansi Boys by Neil Gaiman, It by Stephen King.
MUSIC:
Hermitude, Horrorshow, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Marilyn Manson, Cat Power, Michael Jackson, Joni Mitchell, David Bowie, Queen, The Divine Comedy, Fat Freddy's Drop, Immortal Technique, Lauren Hill, John Butler Trio, Lupe Fiasco, Mantra, Mumford & Sons, Opeth, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Radiohead, Rage Against The Machine, Spit Syndicate, Vinnie Paz, Crowded House, The Beatles, Thirsty Merc, Spice Girls, Bob Marley, Bertie Blackman, Stevie Wonder, The Eagles, Jackson Browne, Pearl Jam, Puscifer, Carole King.


my philosophies  
We are in everything and everything is in us.

We are not more than anything else, nor are we less than anything else. We are equal to everything and everything is equal to us.

We are the meaning of life and we are pointlessness of life. We are single drops of water in the ocean and we are the entire ocean in a single drop. We are the molecules that make up the universe and we are the universe in a single molecule. We breathe because the universe breathes.

We are forever adrift in space but we are always home.

We are the universe attempting to understand itself. We are life and we are death. We are the distant past and we are the distant future. We are everything that has happened and we are everything that has yet to happen. We exist in the now and the present but we have and will always exist for all eternity.

We are everything and we are nothing. We are eternal. We are God.

"We contain within us all the information of the universe. We are a fractal of the multi-dimensional universe where the whole is reflected in the part. On the conscious level, however, we only use a small portion of our potential." — Jonathan Quintin


things i spend a lot of time thinking about  
••• [ How much it sucks to be female-bodied in a patriarchal society. ] ••• [ How much cissexism pisses me off. ] ••• [ How much it sucks to be forced into being a slave to the capitalist system. ] ••• [ How much I love my kid. ] ••• [ How awe-inspiring the cosmos is. ] ••• [ How much I hate Tony Abbott. ] ••• [ How much I also hate Rupert Murdoch, Alan Jones, Bob Katter, Piers Morgan, Andrew Bolt, Glenn Beck, G.W. Bush, the Obama administration, and pretty much every politician that has ever lived. ] ••• [ How rigged our voting and political system is. ] ••• [ How the rich are fucking us all over. ] ••• [ How repulsively greedy the western world is. ] ••• [ How ashamed I am of white culture. ] ••• [ How disgusting Australia's history of racism is. ] ••• [ How fucking middle-class a lot of people are. ] ••• [ How much I despise capitalist and corporate agenda. ] ••• [ How people use the word 'slut' to shame a woman for wanting sex, and use the word 'friendzone' to shame her for not wanting sex. ] ••• [ How much we're destroying the planet. ] ••• [ How much we're overpopulating the planet. ] ••• [ How much corporations don't care that we're destroying and overpopulating the planet. ] ••• [ How much I wish I was a free-floating astral body in the cosmos, not bound to any planet or physics or anybody's agenda. ] ••• [ How much I love April and Ron from "Parks And Rec". ] ••• [ How good this beer tastes. ] ••• [ How tasty your meal looks. ] ••• [ How much I want a burrito right now. ] ••• [ How lovely it is to be tied up in rope. ] ••• [ How nice spanking a big, round bum is. ] ••• [ How much my head hurts when I think too much about things. ] •••
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